This is exactly what we're doing in school today.
It's kinda boring.
Nothing to do in school .
Just do some random stuffs that we usually do during National Day.

Alright, enough of National Day Celebration.
Today, celebrate for 4h. -_-ll 
Thats kinda long time isn't it. 
It's kinda boring at first. 
Stapling the paper together. 
But afterwards, I find it kinda meaningful.
Although it's "childish", but I treat it as helping someone.
I loves to help. So, I started to addict to it.
In the end, I "think" we break th record?
I'm not too sure x.x

Went Tamp with Linnitt and Doran just now.
Just to window shopping and have lunch.
Cause we're kinda bored after the national celebration.
So we went out.
I've had my favourite food for lunch! <3<3
Which is Pineapple Fried Rice! <3<3
I love it so much! <3 I miss it soooo much!! <3<3
And I bought my favourite drink.
Which is Sour Plum drink. <3
I know. Everything is sour. -_-ll
But don't get the wrong idea please. -_-ll
Don't be like Linnitt. Thinking that I pregnant. -_-ll
That's very wrong k? -_-ll

After that, we went guardian buy my Lip Balm.
Cus I can't eat things that is too sour. >.<
But I loves it sooo much<3<3
If I eat sour things, my lips will be damn pain!
Actually I wanna buy the lip balm just because my lip is hurt.
And I've forgotten to bring my lip balm -_-ll
*EPIC*
In the end, I didn't use it.
I kept it in my bag.
You know why? Cus after I bought the lip balm, my lip isn't pain anymore. -_-ll
Anyway, I gonna use up my lip balm soon.
So buy for *safety*.
In case in future it bleeds then I can use it. >.<

Sometimes, there's kinds of Lip Balm.
And I don't know which kind to choose.
But the best of all, I think should be Vaseline. >.<

20 years later...

What would I become after 20 years? Maybe a kind-hearted person? Maybe someone bad. No one knows it. Everyone will change, I've no exception too. I hope after 20 years, which is (33 years old) of me, would be able to be a hairstylist.
I believe I would be able to do it. I have faith in myself. :) Because I love to style new hairstyles. Whenever I went salon, I'll take note of how they cut, reborn? Or Coloring. 
I'm interested in hairstyling. Whenever I saw others with special hairstyles, I will try to learn it. I will give it a shot. If it doesn't work out, I will continue trying and trying, till it work out. 
I loves to style others hair, and also my hair, thats of course. I want it to be perfect for hairstyling. If there's just a little messy, I will re-do it. Till it's "perfect" to me. Others always say it's perfect enough. But I disagree with them. Everyone just can't stand me. 
This is me. I don't know what changes would I have after 20 years. 

New Hairstyles 0_0 (Shop @ JB!)

Hello! :) Just bought something from JB, Pasar Malam :)
Something to style my hair :)
This few days, busy styling new hairstyles.
Whenever I'm unhappy, I will try to style new hairstyles. 
If it works, it's good. 
If it doesn't, I can never have smile. 

There's once, I wrote a Chinese composition.
The title is, " 20 years later".
I don't know why. But I just gracefully took a pen and a paper to write. 
Although, it's just a simple practice. 
But for me, I took it very seriously. 
Would you want to know what I wrote about? :)

No idea Sad, Happy

It's a start of a new day again. 
Time flies.. 
These few days, things happened one after one. 
I've no idea whether I'm happy or sad.
Sometimes, bad things happen just right after good things. 
My friends, always use me. 
I would like to know.
But seems like, I can never know the reason. 
I've decided to create a blog for Mdm Wu. 
Although there's already a book for her. 
But I don't know why I just want to create a blog for her.
If she really can see this blog, I'm very happy.. 
I really hope that she could see it.. 

Let it off.. Let it go.. Let it be past..

I just don't get it why must Licia always say bad things about me. 
Is it that nice to say others? 
I don't think so. 
It's sad when others knows about it.. 
I'm really really very sad and disappointed to know.. 
I'm sad, but I tried my best to be happy.
I tried my best to show Smiley Face to others.
Just to let others to be happy. 
But do you know, whenever I'm sad,
I just can't force myself to be happy.
Cus I will tears.. 
I really don't want to tears.. 
I just want to let it off.. 
I really want to just let everything go..
Let everything past. 
Let bygones be bygones.. 
I don't want to talk about it anymore..

Lies..

I hate lies. But why, some people just love to lie.. 

Sometimes they lied to me, I know. 

But they thought that I've no idea about it.

I just ignore it because I don't want to lose our friendship. 

Maybe you don't treat me as your friend? 

But, I treat you as one. 

Whenever you make use of me, I don't mind.

Because I don't want to ruin our friendship. 

But when did I make use of you? 

No, I didn't. I didn't use you before.

Never. 

But why? 

You hate lies, I know.

I hate lies too. 

But I just choose to ignore it. 

I don't bother about it.

I don't even care about it.

Because I know. 

I know that you didn't mean it. 

I forgive you again and again.

But why must you treat me this way? 

I just can't understand.. 

I can never understand I think... 

Foolish

I wonder why am I so foolish. 

Whenever someone asked me to do something, I will just follow.

I don't reject them.

Cus I don't wanna let others to be disappointed.

But why others always does this to me? 

Whenever they does this to me, I will be disappointed too. 

Why can't they just put themselves in my shoes? 

If I does this to them, they will also be disappointed. 

They will also be sad. 

So why can't they just think for others? 

I just can't understand them. 

Wonder.. x.x

I'm wondering if I should create a blog for Mdm Wu? 
But it's too late. I've already wrote it in a book.
If I create a blog, maybe it will be wasted.
Or my book for Mdm Wu will also be wasted.
Writing it by myself, it's sincere.
If I type it, it's not. 
So, maybe I should keep it the same way?
Continue to write. Anyway I loves writing.
Maybe I shall just treat this blog as normal diary. :) 

-Joanne

Why?

Why must everyday put on blame on me? 
I did nothing wrong. 
I can't stand anymore. 
But when I say out, you will scold me. 
Why?? 
If this continues, I'm gonna be crazy some other days.
Whenever you put on blame on me, I'll be unhappy. 
Whenever you put on blame on me, I don't complain. 
Whenever you put on blame on me, I controlled my tears. 
Not letting it to drop.. 
But why? Must you force me till I fall? 
Must you be so hard-hearted? 
I just can't understand...

Regrets..

I regret treating you guys so well.
I regret changing myself because of you.
I REGRET DOING EVERYTHING!
I don't know why, 
because of you, I had sunburn.
I helped you. 
But you always 得意忘形.
I don't know whether I'm right or wrong.
I don't know whether should I believe you again..
I been trying my best to believe you again and again.
But still, I don't know why I can't..
I just want to try to forgive you, 
but sometimes I,myself dont let..
So.. I really don't know..

Sorry guys, yesterday didn't update my blog.
Because these few days busy about D&T Project. -.- 
Can't even find the research -.-
But gonna finish soon. 
Left with 7 more question. -.-
Alright, I shall end here. Maybe later come back.
Bye guys. (:

Alright, just created "new hairstyle".
But can't tie to school -.-
I gonna try my best to use up my money in 6 days time.
I don't know should I use up.
Or just be it.. 
Just now I told my sis, 
If I can't finish the money in my phone, 
how. 
She said, aiya cant then cant lah.. 
Crazy. Everytime keep saying and saying.. 


I hope that someone will be able to hear me out.. 
I don't know why can't I continue to bottle up everything..

Tomorrow maybe helping Linnitt.
"Teach" her how to sing the new song that we just learnt.
Then.. Need to do D&T.
I don't like D&T -.-
Later gonna buy DORAEMON 
Maybe~ LOL


Gonna post about others later! 
Bye 

It has been long since I last updated my blog.
Yesterday, went to Bedok Interchange. 
Saw Linnitt. 
Both of us went to the same shop. LOL -.-
Yesterday, I was like crazy, bought 6 Doraemon DVD in a row.
Later gonna buy 1 more.
Out of stock. -.-
Okay, enough of Doraemon DVD -.-


These few days, I'm busy with homework.
And.. to use up my money in phone. -.- 
In 6 days time, I need to use up $79?.. 
LOL..
At first, I thought I will be able to finish it in a few months time.-.-
How I know, I cant even use up to $50 -.-


I have been asking my friends, my Junior, to sms me-.-
But still, I dont know why. Seems like no changes -.-


Alright, from today onwards, maybe I shall "TRY" to pick up calls from my phone.-.-


But please, don't just call me and say "hi" and hang up. -.-
And don't sms me "hi" -.-


If you sms me hi, I don't know what should I reply. -.- 


Alright guys, I shall end here.
Bye! (: 

So different. -.- Before it comes..~

Mine blog seems different from others. -.-

Alright, before school reopen, 

I have no interest to do whatever things I want to do. -.-

For me, school reopen is such a scary things~~~. 

LOL.

I hope that teacher don't arrange our sits. -.-

So we can choose our own sits.

Who we wanna sit with -.-

Actually, I haven made up my mind who I want to sit with. -.-

2 more days, school reopen.

Mixed feelings to meet my friends and teachers.

Actually, for friends, quite okay.

But for teachers... 

Dunno what will teachers do to torture us.. -.-

Happy New Year! (: 
Can't imagine what will happen this year. -.-
Will it be tough? ... 
Alright, let's talk about today.
Today 3 p.m. went to quite a number of places.
Example like Bugis. LOL
Bought a sunglasses. LOL 
And a bag. (: 
Both of these items, I've been long wanted.
Finally, I got it. Haha..
LOL.. 
Anyway, still having mixed feelings towards school reopen. -.-
School reopen, 
Maybe.. I changed my attitude back?.. 
I've changed my bag.
I've changed my shoes. -.-


Nothing much to chat about.
I shall end here.


Bye guys. (:


Surname: Ong
Name: Joanne
Chinese Name: Shi Yun
Full Name: Ong Shi Yun Joanne


LOL -.-

Slowly Pull the Trigger and Fire.

It has been long since I last touches Pistol.

I loves Rifle more than Pistol.

I still remember when I were in TMS Shooting Club.

Mr Soh taught us. 

Slowly Pull the Trigger and Fire. 

After long, I started to aim better and better. 

There's one time, I shot 10 score.

I can't believe myself. -.-

And so on and so forth.. -.-

Alright, actually nothing much.

Just about Shooting.

I shall end here.

And Happy New Year! 

Mixed Feelings..

Towards school reopen, only 4 days..

I have a weird feeling towards school reopen.

Just don't know how to say. -.-

Even though same class, same classmates.

But I just have such a weird feelings.

Before I go TaiWan, I say can't wait for school reopen.

When I came back from TaiWan, I have mixed feelings towards school reopen..

Just scared of school reopen? 

I don't know why..

Maybe you think that I have changed. 

Actually I didn't.

I don't know should I change or I should not.

After I change, I will be such a bad person.

You can't even think about it. 

If I changed back, I will be Dumb dumb, let you bully.

I still remember when I was in Primary School, 

I was such a stupid and useless person.

I let my friends make use of me.

I let my friends bully me.

I let my teachers to give me that 1 tight slap.

I forgive my teachers. Even though, she slap me.

She don't even dare to admit she slap me.

My friends, classmates, all of them saw the teacher gave me that one tight slap.

And she asked me to go back to my sit, I cried..

At that moment, I really feel like scolding that teacher.

But I can't.. 

I really scared of that teacher.

Now, I can go back to FSPS and find that teacher.

And say nasty things about her.

I really really dislike that teacher.

I don't want to use "hate".

Because it seems bad.. -.-

I still remember that teacher name. 

Mrs Tan, you're so old, still dare to give me that tight slap.

You're not my form teacher. 

你只是一个代课老师。

请你弄清楚点儿。

我无法忍受你打的那巴掌。。

 

I hate you. Only care about yourself. Whatever I do, you don't allow. Whatever you do, I must listen to you. I have already changed. You thought I'm that stupid to let you bully me? 我能够在这里骂你，就表示我已经忍无可忍了。　你这个懦夫，什么都要求完美。你以为我是以前那个傻傻，笨笨的我吗？我不会再让你有机会糟蹋