Friday, December 31, 2010

Slowly Pull the Trigger and Fire.

It has been long since I last touches Pistol.
I loves Rifle more than Pistol.
I still remember when I were in TMS Shooting Club.
Mr Soh taught us. 
Slowly Pull the Trigger and Fire. 
After long, I started to aim better and better. 
There's one time, I shot 10 score.
I can't believe myself. -.-
And so on and so forth.. -.-
Alright, actually nothing much.
Just about Shooting.
I shall end here.
And Happy New Year! 

Mixed Feelings..

Towards school reopen, only 4 days..
I have a weird feeling towards school reopen.
Just don't know how to say. -.-
Even though same class, same classmates.
But I just have such a weird feelings.
Before I go TaiWan, I say can't wait for school reopen.
When I came back from TaiWan, I have mixed feelings towards school reopen..
Just scared of school reopen? 
I don't know why..

Maybe you think that I have changed. 
Actually I didn't.
I don't know should I change or I should not.
After I change, I will be such a bad person.
You can't even think about it. 
If I changed back, I will be Dumb dumb, let you bully.
I still remember when I was in Primary School, 
I was such a stupid and useless person.
I let my friends make use of me.
I let my friends bully me.
I let my teachers to give me that 1 tight slap.
I forgive my teachers. Even though, she slap me.
She don't even dare to admit she slap me.
My friends, classmates, all of them saw the teacher gave me that one tight slap.
And she asked me to go back to my sit, I cried..
At that moment, I really feel like scolding that teacher.
But I can't.. 
I really scared of that teacher.
Now, I can go back to FSPS and find that teacher.
And say nasty things about her.
I really really dislike that teacher.
I don't want to use "hate".
Because it seems bad.. -.-
I still remember that teacher name. 
Mrs Tan, you're so old, still dare to give me that tight slap.
You're not my form teacher. 
你只是一个代课老师。
请你弄清楚点儿。
我无法忍受你打的那巴掌。。

 

Thursday, December 30, 2010

I hate you. Only care about yourself. Whatever I do, you don't allow. Whatever you do, I must listen to you. I have already changed. You thought I'm that stupid to let you bully me? 我能够在这里骂你,就表示我已经忍无可忍了。 你这个懦夫,什么都要求完美。你以为我是以前那个傻傻,笨笨的我吗?我不会再让你有机会糟蹋
每个人做的事情都会牵连到我。
为什么。
打个比方说,
我趁现在这几天闲着,想约朋友去唱K也不行。。
我的朋友都没空-.-
不是课外活动,就是赶功课。
而我呢?
我老早就把功课全做完了。
我是认为把功课完成,就不需要再烦恼功课。
可以出去和朋友一起唱K了。。
你们这种行为不有点儿太自私了吧。。
从我做完功课的那一杀那,
我就成天想着和朋友一起去唱K.
而你们,
- 我看,我们长大了点儿才去唱K吧。。
-我的功课未完成。
-我的父母不让我去。。
-我没空。。

就算这不是你们的理由,
你们总会有那么一天有空对吧?
你们知不知道我比你们还忙,我还能抽空陪你们。
你们知不知道就算我在国外,我永远想着功课。。
我对以前最喜爱的玩儿都没心情。
我未完成功课,我就好像变了个人似的。
成天想着功课,功课,功课
功课这两个字,永远都浮现在我脑海里。

功课,就会牵扯到老师。
功课,老师, 永远都浮现在我的脑海里。。
你知道这是件多痛苦的事啊。。

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Who's free? (:
Let's go KBOX (:
K Happy :D 
From 2pm to 7pm only $6 ^^

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Every minute, every second..
I hope that I could change back..
I still remember the year I started to change.
Is when I same class as Rachel.
Primary 5.
I'm affected by her. 
In the end, I realized that I can't change back..